My son

To have a son who made you a mother is a gift from above. When my son was born after 18 hours I knew that my life would change 100% but never did I know what it meant. He was a very beautiful and happy child with. Lovely smile all the time. He had the energy if 5 little ponies wether he would play or run or watch tv or I would read to him. He was always super interested and super energetic. 

He was obviously highly intelligent and learned everything super fast but he would have zero brain uptake under certain circumstances. That is when he would be stressed or distracted or bored He loved the attention of his classmates and became a clown and joker in the class. This made him a target for teachers and his classmates would bully him.

But before alll that happened we had a really special life. I stayed at home when he turned 1 years old. He was such a  lovely abd loving child.He would hang on my neck and cuddle with me until he fell asleep. 

He did cry when he had pain or when he was sad but the rest of the time he smiled. With a beautiful smile. I loved that child with all my heart. He made me a mother abd I never knew how much joy it would give me to be a mother. He would learn to rude a bike in a wind he learned to swim very quickly but he hated the lessons because the other kids were screaming and that scared him so much. 

He had a vivid imagination and would tell me wonderful stories when he could talk. I was mostly sure that reality and imagination were very close. 

He had a very special connection and love  for animals , especially dogs. He would remember the names of the dogs better than of the people we visited. 

His father also had enthusiasm and energy for everything in life. He was laughing and living on a high level of  Begeisterung about everything in life. But this also meant that he had a loud voice and a huge scary reaction about something that would upset him. 

He would shout T the top of his voice and this was a scary moment for everyone around him at home, at church and at work, I often wished I could turn that button off but it was one package and I had to live with him as he was the father of my child and all his positive energy would make up for that occasional upset moment. Unfortunately my son also had that proble. He would throw little temper fits abd his dad would give him a hiding but that did not help. He would just cry even louder. My heart would break every time. I read everything I could on this temperament and figured out that he had a choleric temperament. 

My son however was not a choleric, he was a sanguine and melancholic at times. It was hard for me abd I cried many tears. I searched for answers in books abd did a course as well as talking to the doctor and to our doctor. 

We took our son to a psychologist to find out why he could not pay agge giknin class. He diagnosed him as ADJD. D gave him Ritalin to drink 1/2 pill two times a day. 

Everything was not working.. I learned to live with him